Sunday, October 26, 2008

current mood: PMS-ING

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
YOU'RE GOOD. COS NO ONE HAS EVER MADE ME HATED SOMEONE SO BADLY.

I CAN'T FREAKING STAND YOU ANYMORE. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO FREAKING LIE EVERY TIME? CAN'T YOU JUST SHUT YOUR FREAKING MOUTH UP FOR JUST 1 HR AND GIVE US SOME PEACE? I HATE YOU FOR BEING SO COMPETITIVE AND INSENSITIVE EVERYTIME IS IT ALL ABOUT WINNING PEOPLE AROUND YOU? SOON, YOU WILL LOSE ALL YOUR FRIENDS. OH, IM WRONG. I DONT THINK YOU HAVE ANY TRUE FRIENDS TO START WITH. I CAN'T FREAKING STAND YOUR WHINING AND YOUR VOICE AND YOUR EVERYTHING. YOUR FREAKING SHORT SHORTS AND YOUR FREAKING TIGHT T-SHIRTS. ITS TIME TO GET CLOTHES THAT FITS YOU. SO YOU THINK YOUR FIGURE VERY NICE LAH? KNS. YOU SHOULD TAKE A LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AT YOURSELF. AND PLEASE STOP FLASHING YOURSELF TO OTHERS. ITS AN EYE SORE TO OTHERS FOR YOUR INFO. I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN PRETENDING TO BE NICE TO YOU. MAYBE I SHOULD START TREATING YOU HOW YOU DESERVE TO BE TREATED FROM NOW ON. LOOKING AT YOU JUST MAKE ME LOSE ALL MY APPETITE.

BITCHING SESSIONS ABOUT YOU IS THE BEST COMFORT I CAN GET. I CAN WRITE A FREAKING THICK ENCYCLOPEDIA ON ALL YOUR FLAWS AND YOUR LIES. YOU ARE NOT POPULAR IN YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL, NOR ARE YOU POPULAR IN JC. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING, BECAUSE YOU DON'T. YOU SHOULD LEARN HOW TO LIE WITHOUT SO MANY LOOPHOLES. PLUS, YOUR ART OF SEDUCTION ISN'T WORKING. SO STOP FLIRTING SO MUCH.

IM LIKE A LANDMINE THAT WILL EXPLODE ANYTIME SOON.


ok. enough of my rantings. my mind is full of vulgarities today. all thanks to SOMEONE.
i need a punch bag for me to vent my anger on. i feel abusive now. i need something for me to abuse, to bite, to pinch, to hit, to punch and to scold. GRRRR.

I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER ALL THE RANTINGS. (:


im gonna replace all the " I " in this post with " me ". (:

me suddenly have the urge to learn driving. ):
me hate being 17 still. underage and everything. its driving me nuts.
can't wait for next year's Alevels to finish. first thing first is to learn to drive.

me feel so guilty for getting them into trouble. ):
didnt manage to watch the coffin cos tickets are sold out. damnnnnnn.
me and sucker walked all the way from tam to dte for NTH. NTH at all.
just to burn calories for her.

me dread going for tuition tmr. and me can't be late. ME MUST NOT BE LATE, cos me bet with sister elaine and sucker karen. if me lose, the consequence is UNBEARABLE. one week, me will lose my appetite in sch.

project save money is a success for me this week. me saved $50. monster saved 1/10 of wad me had saved, which is ard $5 me think. (:
Thursday, October 23, 2008

i swallowed my "mr smiley" tongue stud while eating my dinner. (:
this is the 2nd tongue stud i swallowed so far.

school is so boring recently. no lessons, just PW, PW and PW all day long. i dont even go for MT when chinese A levels is next thurs. LOL. i guess im gonna pon school tmr to stay home and rot. then go school in the afternoon for rockclimbing.

OCIP grouping is out already. yay. same grp as so many pple i know. guess my group's gonna be really fun. also, candy, mel, chris and beatrice are gonna be neighbours with me and elaine. gonna shop for lots of long pants and bermudas soon. ): my trip is in 18 days.

went to karen's house today to slack today after school. it was shiok. (:
Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i've decided that i'm toooooo lazy to blog today. hence, im gonna summarise everything in 3 sentences.

pizza hut was greattttttt.
gelare was greatttttt.
mee sua was greattttttt.

i love good food.
Monday, October 20, 2008

YAY! tmr's gonna be gelare day after all. (:
going with cass, min and xuan. woohoo!

i only spent $1.50 on food today! project save money is doing well.

school was bored today. was on MSN during PW. then spent my break doing PW. chinese was INK BALL time. played ink ball with yijing on my lappy during chinese. lol.

i love mondays and tuesdays now. school ends at 1 and 1.30, rather than 4.30 and 5pm. having my OP pre-dry run tmr. (: wish me all the best. not really prepared though. too bad cant go freestyle like cherylanne.
Sunday, October 19, 2008

i had carls junior for lunch today.
it was greattttttttttttttttttt.

i suck at all playstation game. i declare myself "playstation idiot".
Saturday, October 18, 2008

i received this pic via MMS just now. LOL. how thoughtful of janice to take pic with Mr COOKIE and send it to me.
RE JANICE: wahh! YOU WAN TO BUY FOR ME NOT? DAMN CUTE! ( refering to cookie monster, not you).


i had black pepper crab for dinner just now, along with many other good food. and i also ate xiao long bao! (: though xiaolongbao isnt that fantastic. din tai feng one is much better!

heard that my climbmates did WELL today during the comp! YAY! i feel so happy for them, saw a few videos of their climb from tanya's blog, too bad i wasnt there to watch it LIVE. ):
Friday, October 17, 2008

PROJECT SAVE MONEY IS A FAILURE THIS WEEK. ):

TOTAL SAVINGS
Monster: $0.00
ME: $11.30

wasnt so much of a failure for me, more for him. lol. but no worries, its only 3 days this week. next week will be all 5 days. we are DETERMINEDDDD! (: after we save all those $$$, we are gonna splurge it on SUSHI BUFFET! ironic, isnt it? after so much hard work, gonna spend it all at once.

monopoly is SO NOT FUN! played it yesterday. and i suck at it. all happened within half hour.
1. landed in jail TWICE
2. paid rent MANY MANY times
3. bidded for 2 property over its original price.

yay. today is the last day of school. no more chem and econs tutorial. im so happyyyy. (: left with PW and chinese. im damn happy with my PW written report result! 21/24, an exceeding expectation grade. now im left with oral presentation! going to raihan's house tmr to do OP, plus eat hari raya goodies! (:

watched MAX PAYNE today. not bad ah the show. its cool. i want the wing tattoo on my wrist too! i should stop watching so many movies! watched about 9 movies in 1 month plus! broke own record man.

ben and sean got their jabs today! jabs on their ASS! damn cooool! i want an ass jab too! want to feel how an ass jab is like before i turn 18. (: next year's Hep A booster is gonna be on my ass man! (: all the best to them for tmr's competition at SP.
Thursday, October 16, 2008

i love waking my late in the morns. (:

school was alright yesterday though i overslept and only woke up 7am in the morn. oh well, took my OWN SWEET TIME, and only reached school around 8. Basketball with commando lee wasn't as bad as i though it would be. then chinese was the usual slackkk time with sheryl koh and her 2 classmates. Econs was over with me even noticing and bio was FAST. i simply love Ms Sha for releasing us early almost every wed. All in all, school was a breeze yesterday. (:

headed down to Changi General Hospital in the afternoon to get vaccinations for the Cambodia trip. ard 15 of us there i think, it was funny looking at people's expression after the jabs. after my jabs, the first thing i said when i went out was "WHICH IDIOT SAY NOT PAIN AT ALL AH? PAIN LIKE SIAOOOOOO!". guess who? its beatrice and christina! one say not pain, one say fun. these people are WEIRD.

rushed down to climbasia after that, thought we would be learning lead belaying, only to find out that it was a wasted trip. not very wasted though. its good enough that i can see them climb.

my arms sore like crazzzzy now. especially my left arm. plus headache. good thing is that there's no fever (yet).

oh well, my attendance really sucked since last week

wed 8/10- pon
thurs 9/10- pon
fri 10/10- pon maths lect
mon 13/10- pon, down with cold. but no one believes me!
tues 14/10- pon
wed 15/10- late for sch
thurs 16/10- pon, but really really really not feeling well (today)

seems like i have pon quite a lot of lessons. ): i feel so guilty, but the temptation is just too great. lol.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008

oh well. lappy is back from servicing. (:

PW is driving me crazy these days. another 3 weeks more to the end of my misery. i cant wait for the course work and oral presentation to finish! i wonder how those poly people can tahan all these projects. ZZZ. its killing me already. have to rush out my part for the written report by tonight, but at the rate im procrastinating, i guess i can never sleep tonight.. this week is most probably the last week of official lessons before the more impt stuffs like A levels kick in.

gonna have my JABs tmr! ): not 1 or 2, but 4!!! imagine, 4 piercings continuously. i'll die man. after vaccinations, i'll have to rush down to climbasia as there is training. most probably will not be climbing, but just watching them learn lead climbing. lead climbing is my new found LOVE. (: so damn fun.

i've been a really bad student. i should go do some self reflection. i ponned school 4times in 9days, since last week till now. i just can't find the motivation to motivate me to go to school. i dread the long long mondays and tuesdays where lessons end late in the afternoon. just make me wanna bite my tongue or bang my head and die on the spot.

oh ya, i'll be on a project to cut spending for 1 entire month starting from tmr, so people, please do not tempt me to spend money!

most probably i'll be Missing In Action again for quite a while before you guys can see me back blogging actively, depending on my mood. ZZZ. so tata people. (:
Wednesday, October 8, 2008

so sad. just back to blogging and i'm sending lappy for servicing later for the 3rd time this year. so, forgive me for MIA-ing for the next few days. and 2nd time in 2 months. ZZZ.


changed a new URL. this really suck. but can't think of any other nice name that is already taken. why is there so many freaking bloggers took all the URL i wanted. dumbass.

i feel so guilty. i ponned school today. oh well, who cares. first time in my JC life ( excluding PAE of course ) that skipped school. (: poor classmates have 2 hrs of bio.
damn my chem teacher for postponing prac on mon. would have pon-ed yesterday (lessons till 5pm) if it wasnt for SPA exams.

training at climbasia is cancelled. OMG. i feel so emo now~! everyone suddenly cannot make it. bet mr yammy's not gonna be happy. maybe going back school to climb. i sort of miss the wall...

goodbye. going to polyclinic to BUY my MC now. i dread the long long wait. ):
Tuesday, October 7, 2008

zzz